What about now?

16th January 2010

lilbobs — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 22:22:32 +0000

Had a good lie in, and got 10 hours sleep obviously needed it. woke up and didnt really want to get up, could of quite happily stayed in bed for another couple of hours. I love my job (at times) but today wasnt one of those days. didnt get a break, didnt get any food or drink all shift. in fact havent eaten anything all day. then i came home and felt sick. great stuff. and to top it all off i now have a stupid cough! eurgh! anyway im off to bed. night

15th January 2010

lilbobs — Fri, 15 Jan 2010 23:04:02 +0000

Got some amazing wall art the other day that i completely forgot to say about, just need to put it up on the wall though. Not sure when, but hopefully by sunday watched finding nemo last night, awesome film its one of my favourites also last night, i finally completed all my workbooks for work, only taken me a couple of weeks haha!

woke up again this morning with another bloody headache, sick of them now. seriously nearly had one for over a week now, its getting out of hand. think i might make a opticians appointment and get my eyes checked out cos something isnt right

but i was such a stupid twonk, thought i was on the early shift at work. went to work, got a drink went to clock on and found my name wasnt on the board for who is scheduled to be in. turns out i was on the late shift, which starts at 12. so i had to trundle all the way back home in the bloody rain and went back to sleep before setting back off from home at 11.30. tip of the day always double check what shift i am on before i leave for home. seriously do not want to do that again. bloody waste of time.

then to further add to my miserable day so far, i got my bank statement. 2 bloody pages long! dont think i will be spending any more this or next month to be exact oooof thats my bank taken a bit of a beating lately. i didnt even realised.

then since just been at work, not much or exciting has happened.

but came home and have started chatting to the guy i like and we have decided we are going to meet up and go birmingham (and go cadburys world) later this month excited thats deffo something to look forward to. will have to let you know how it all goes

14th January 2010

lilbobs — Thu, 14 Jan 2010 14:49:44 +0000

Eurgh got woken up too early this morning, as it was suppose to be my lie in. got a phone call from school saying my sister wasnt well could i go and pick her up, she had only been at school an hour! jeeez! i use to stay at school no matter what, now they seem to send them home with the slightest bit of sniffle eesh!

then i proceeded to watch a bit of jeremy kyle lol. i miss watching this when im at work. but seriously why would ANYONE want to actually go on that programme and air their dirty linen in public…its not right at all. although it soooo funny at times!

to say i havent done alot today, i still feel grotty hope it goes away soon. iv just nearly slept for most of the day, then finally went downstairs to lie on the sofa and fall asleep again haha. but i say i obviously needed it.

oh btw i deleted that ex off one of my social networking sites and msn he can be a lying cheating scumbag to someone else. and apparently he is dating a 17 year old now! eee dear. glad i am well shot of him. and the good news is, i like someone else and he appears to like me awesome happy panda

13th January 2010

lilbobs — Wed, 13 Jan 2010 21:35:34 +0000

Been listening to some of my really old music tunes that i had completely forgotten about, haha! and i still remember the words to every single song, is that sad?! haha!

today had a 3 hour round trip to take my little sister to school and then go to hospital to attend pre op. the ice is getting out of hand, especially walking (or at least attempting to) get up and down a hill is just asking for trouble! Nearly broke every bleeding bone in my body its that deadly! but least thats over and done with. unfortunately didnt get a date for my operation, which is what i wanted to know grr! so more waiting!

other than that i have just slept for most of the day as i have been feeling grotty, hope im not coming down with something eurgh! got another day off though to recover yay! cant wait for a decent lie in might even go and play on my wii wooo

12th January 2010

lilbobs — Tue, 12 Jan 2010 22:15:18 +0000

Came home from work in a major foul mood, eurgh had a horrible day. And worse of all my migraine is still present, 5 pigging days now, really wish it would naff off its starting to effect me now. was a nightmare at work, couldnt do anything right for doing wrong. in the end just wanted to cry!

but my walk to work was highly amusing. the roads were so icy, i think it would of been faster ice skating there and walking like a spazz! took me over an hour and even had to pull myself up a hill to get to work it was that bad at some point eeesh! least todays shift is over.

got tomorrow off, although need to go hospital and attend pre operative assessment to make sure im fit and healthy for my upcoming operation. i dont know why but im so anxious about having it done this time, that today my brain seemed to be going off on a tangent worrying about the most simple of things. i havent even got a date for it yet so god knows why that is happening! poop! anywho im going to beddies, im shattered nighti night

11th January 2010

lilbobs — Mon, 11 Jan 2010 23:09:12 +0000

With only 4 hours sleep, so much for my early night, had to get back up and go back to work till 4pm! eurgh! today just dragged didnt get a break, didnt get any food or drink! was absolutely gasping by the time i got home today get a bit of a lie in tomorrow, not on my course till 9.30 so will have to trundle to work in the ice. will be so glad when the snow has gone though sick of it

think i might watch finding nemo tonight, recommended it to a dude i really like and he is watching it awesome. finding nemo cheers me reet up

10th January 2010

lilbobs — Sun, 10 Jan 2010 23:00:30 +0000

Eurgh been at work for 15 hours today been rushed off my little feet, and desperately want a day off! Also contemplating doing something extreme to one of my exs but we will see tomorrow. short blog tonight i’m going to bed early need my sleepies nighty night roll on Wednesday for my day off cant blooming wait

9th January 2010

lilbobs — Sat, 09 Jan 2010 22:20:50 +0000

Nothing really much to update you on. Got up at 10.30am and was shattered and had to start getting ready for work. Been to work now back home just doing some bits and bobs and then going to sleep for my lovely 15 hour shift tomorrow, love my jobs at times. This will be my third long day this week, pushing nearly 50 hours now! eeesh! i miss my social life at times. Anywho my beddies is calling me, as i already have a pounding head nighty night

8th January 2010

lilbobs — Fri, 08 Jan 2010 20:52:40 +0000

Today was my Nanna’s funeral, so today was never going to be the best day of this year. I couldnt believe when i woke up how sunny it was, but yet it was bitterly bitterly cold. They normally say if its rains at a funeral, the angels are crying, so im not sure what they were doing today instead. But i have cried so much my eyes are red, sore and puffy I can’t even begin to describe how much i miss her so much but she is with my granddad in heaven and at least they are together now and neither are suffering.

She was such a wonderful grandparent to me, since i never knew my dads parents as they died when he was little. Her house is still very much in the 70′s with all the furniture and wallpaper they have in the house. It wasnt till about 2 years ago that she owned her first colour tv set. Me and my cousins every time we went round had to watch the little black and white tv in the front room with the gas fire. I have such wonderful memories of my Nanna and i wouldnt change them for anything. I am so pleased she got to see me graduate, as i lost my granddad before i even went to high school so he never knew what i have gone on to accomplish with a degree and now in my first job. ALthough i would like to think they are both now looking down on me and will guide me in my life to come.

I love you and miss you both so much, hope you are happy being reunited in heaven.

7th January 2010

lilbobs — Thu, 07 Jan 2010 23:42:16 +0000

Wow was only expecting to stay at work till 4, but they were so short staffed had to stay on till 10pm, needless to say im shattered so am going straight to bed and sleeping as its my nannas funeral in the morning. Not at all looking forward to it, but i suppose i would be weird if anyone looked forward to them.

Other than that not a lot to update you on im afraid since iv been at work all day not really had anything else to do so will bid you all night